I'm sorry that I let you down
For the shit we keep attracting
The repeating cycles
Of pain
Of mistreatment
Of mind-boggling relationship dynamics
Of confusion and frustration.
I'm sorry that I let you down
For not establishing strong enough boundaries
For not speaking up sooner
For not attracting a different dynamic
For not repelling the toxic.
But here we are now, together.
Learning together through each cycle
Growing together through each cycle
Healing deeper together through each cycle
And each time becoming that much stronger, that much wiser, that much lighter, that much more empowered, that much more supported and seen.
I'm proud of us.
For speaking up
For standing by what is right
For challenging what is not
For finding our voice again.
However hard it may seem
However challenging it may be
However uncomfortable it is.
We're here, doing it.
Finding our rightful place again
Sharing our truth
Demanding to be seen
Demanding real love and respect
Warriors together
Taking one step at a time.
It's not easy
But we have each other.
And a great interconnected web around the planet
That cushions us
That holds us
That loves us throughout it all
Dear one,
I promise to do my best
To keep you safe
To hold you dearly
To love you deeply
To shift our reality
To find different
To attract different
To find the deep love and respect we truly deserve.
Dear one,
I know you didn't feel it
But I'm here now.
And it no longer needs to be the same.
We deserve a different way.
And together we will find it.
We are finding it.
We are redefining us
We are redefining how we show up
Who we are
The relationships
The interactions
The opportunities
The love
All that is real and true for us.
Growing pains
Expanding into the ether
Taking up our rightful place
Finally
Slowly
Together
One step at a time
Dear one,
You are loved
You are safe
You are held
You are worthy
You are heard
You are seen
You are cherished
You are valued
And no matter what did or didn't happen,
I see you
I am here for you
I've got you now.
Here I am loving you, holding you.
Together we will create the change
Together we will create the life we truly love, desire and deserve.
Dear one,
I love you.
Dear one,
I hold you tenderly in my heart with every step that I take.
Dear one,
I do it all for you.
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